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Name: mrs lim
Date: 3/28/2008
Colorgenics Number: 03721564

You have exaggerated demands on life but you are cautious enough to try to hide these beliefs from the outside world. You are covert enough to try to impress other people around you with your achievements and at the same time able to put on an act of pretending to be ‘humble’ – being the same as everyone else. It would appear, however, that whatever you are doing seems to be working out O.K.

You want what you want and you need all that you want and, as they say in the movies, you are the sort of individual that ‘By hook or by crook’ you will, by fair means or foul, endeavour to get what you are looking for.

You are a demanding egocentric and therefore quick to take offence. This attitude makes people feel somewhat inadequate when in your company and so it is no wonder that at times you feel alone and unwanted.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you – that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact – deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can ‘Let your hair down’ and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself… all is possible to him who believes.

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This analysis cannot be more true. I pretend to be carefree and happy, but I know I am not. I am currently feeling incredible lonely. So weird, all the people around me and I feel lonely. If a picture can describe the state of affairs I am in, it would be a pic with everybody happy and laughing and in colour, while a black-and-white me look in from outside the window. Friends-wise, I feel incredibly inadequate in that segment. No one really seems to be there for me when I need them. And the friendships seem to be hi-bye, or HAHA-and-then-a-deep-hollow-feeling, or worse disappearance of friends who practically never existed before.

Who am I trying to kid?

Let me try to find my real friends now.

2008-03-28

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