feeling down and out

i think i need to keep my emotions in check. I wanted to cry during my class just now for no apparent reason. I feel tired that i can’t sleep after a tired day and I need to study for tmr’s class. I just want some time to relax but it seemed that work is never-ending and piling up everyday. How to be happy like that?

The only thought that kept me going? I am going to be free from tuition and all the rubbish school work in 2 more months. I will be free for 6 months. That’s the light at the end of this dark tunnel.

I need faith. I need to pull myself through.