Monday Blues

I got a terrible news today again. Seemed like I am not really cut out for what I am doing. I am soldiering on but my self-confidence has taken a serious beating. It sucks to be doing something which you are not good at.

Hopefully, I will still recall the sharp pain when I first receive the news throughout the whole of next year.

Work is not equivalent to the end results. I just need alot more motivation to carry on for the next few months. We will see how it goes.

I feel I am getting stupider. What happened to me?