I don’t know why. I don’t think I am ever happy this year. I mean i can count happy moments but a long substained period of happiness, I don’t think I ever got it.
I was doing my work yesterday till my floodgates threatened to open and i was whining to mr fag while my tears started to roll down. And now I am in school feeling miserble again and crying for no apparent reason. Worse part is I can’t explained why i am so unhappy. I am just feeling unhappy.
I am trying to like what I am doing but why is it so hard?
And I am ashamed to say I am back on the pills. I got some funny and happy moments I want to blog sometimes but I can’t even emote those feelings out and the dark moments will be back again.
maybe you have put too much unduly stress on yourself?
hope you can find the strength to get over this period.
i found a reason for the unhappiness. it is the fucking period. Argh!